MANYAN

2011-06-16T16:29:00.002+08:00

上一次的文章竟是上年8月的事情!
今天是我和俊文一起一周年的紀念日:)
這一年發生的事不能在這篇寫完
但開心，很開心，超開心，無敵開心的，我經歷過了..
唔開心，傷心，痛心，心疼，和最害怕的心徹底的碎, 也都經歷過..
我們去過澳門，深圳，珠海，九州，新加坡。
游過(半個)山玩過水
時間過得很快...很開心
雖然也有曾經想放棄的念頭
但最終也沒有

過多兩天我就要去法國兩個月
也要過一個沒有他的生日
這一年沒有一天曾離開過俊文那麽久..
我會有多麽的想念他?
而他會有我那麽想念我嗎?

有了你即使平凡卻最重要^^

2009-09-27T15:42:00.018+08:00

hello~
I've just scroll through some of my post in the past
and i realised it's gonna be a year soon since i last blogged!
wow~

some of the posts i read which were a year ago, i noticed i changed a lot!
both in mindset and appearance hahahaha!

Through this year, I've already grown up into an adult!
yes I'm 18 now~stephanie jealous? dont be xD

I've experienced many different things
I've changed not to think like a kid
I've learnt to control my emotions and behaviour
I've learnt to be a more sociable person
I've learnt to act and communicate like an adult

and i hope i would continue that way.
Ive been wasting too much of my time,
love,friends,play~
i knew they are important
but i thought of them too highly
and got nothing back.
so for now!
i would just concentrate on my studies,perhaps..
if i managed?

OK!

next I'll share some of the photos when i was in Singapore recently in July!

This was a very memorable trip because i had a person from HK with me!

This was made by my friend! soooo cute right~=)

is he's first time,so..

me and my sister,

this was taken on the first day if I'm not wrong

Yixuan and Jolene playing

With xianlong and garryson KTV-ing =D

These were taken at chomp chomp!

and it was the place i always thought of when i was in HK!=)

i was so stunned by the size of it!but the taste isn't good,

where did the standard before go?

we ordered many different food..

includes 2 cai tao gui(black and white each), hokkien mee, 20 sticks satay,stingray,dunno what crab biscuit jolene ordered,bobiah...

After we were done with the food we went to ktv

This was taken at a Japanese restaurant and i forgot the name

noticed the chop on my hand?

we went to science centre that day!xD

zoo~=)

we went to night safari too! but our camera went flat in the afternoon~=(

such a disappointment

SENTOSA~

nice view of the beach

HK doesn't have such wonderful scene anywhere

enormous CRAB!

we both had 2 big crabs=)

it is the most delicious dish i ever had!

This was taken by my friend! he was so fascinated by it!

In HK we don't have that much flavour and only the original.

what's more it is a vending machine!

his reaction was really....dramatic

we celebrated our mother's bdae!

in the morning we ate at a Japanese restaurant

LAst day! thanks xianlong and garrson for sending us off!

and thanks for the great fun you two brought us!

million thanks~xD

sleep~

That's the end of my wonderful trip!

there are actually more photos,

i would upload it the next time if I've got time!

i really miss SG

for me,HK and SG is a totally different place

HK is a busy place where everyone are really...busy(like my father)

SG is a relaxing place and... soothing(like my mother)

both are my home where i would really miss wherever i'll be.

2008-11-19T21:53:00.005+08:00

One of the world nicest night-view

such beautiful scene taken by my lousy photography skill.x)

This was taken on the day of Halloween where we celebrated it at the harbour

My School =)

This is On the day of my teacher's wedding.

i have to say something.

i always thought having a wedding in church is a really romantic thing

something that is just like a fairy tale.

i was totally disappointed.

it actually didn't turn out that way and it was really boring.

the father was talking so much

and i was trying so hard to hold back my laughter

because he made so many stupid mistakes.

I'm so sorry la if i was being offensive.

It was HIHS prom night a few days ago i think?

I'm suppose to be there!

ah I'm kinda depress lo :(

i could only see their photos.
saw some of the people i once knew

classmates,teachers.

really nostalgic.

everyone is changing and

I'm missing out all of the memories i should have!

never mind la,

i still had a number of great memories here in HK.

Some other random photos taken

Winter is coming.

tomorrow would be 15 degrees.

Although i don't really like cold weather

because my body cant take it.

but i still love Christmas in winter.

it is only then that u can really feel the atmosphere of Christmas=)

I'm so so looking forward to it! XD

Your coolness is driving me crazy.!

2008-10-28T20:32:00.002+08:00

A cool picture we took in class=)

Hello!. i haven't got time to blog for the past weeks,
but now I'm going to post up a very belated entry on 3rd Oct.=)

i went to Ocean Park at night after school that day with my friends n sis.
Every yr OP will come up with a Halloween event
and this yr was the first yr i went there!
i was really excited about it!

There are a total of 8 haunted house,with different themes,
for example...
doll factory,ghost village,bamboo theatre..blah blah..
some more, the entire OP is filled with screams because of the sound system.
and the "ghost" are running everywhere scaring and chasing people around.
some would hide somewhere behind the bush or wad and jump up in front of u.
the whole place was really creepy..

there was one time when i was trying to snap a shot of one of the ghost,
(he was about 10m away from me)
and suddenly he just slide in front of me with his skates!
scare the craps out of me.=="

the atmosphere was really good,
everything were nice except that the queue for the haunted house was
very very very extremely long.
we only managed to go to 3 haunted house from 8pm to 11pm :(
that's so not fair because
some of my friends went from 6pm to 11pm and got to all 8 haunted house.
i didn't know why.

here goes the pictures.
(Some of the places were bright only because of my flashlight)

2008-10-26T01:01:00.012+08:00

2008-10-02T21:36:00.003+08:00

These are just some random photos i found recently from my friends web=)
all are taken last yr.

this is my classmate from spain=="
the one behind is me:)

a photo of my dog recently taken by my friend=)
so damn cute! n damn naughty! >:[

~~END OF POST~~

2008-10-02T20:41:00.009+08:00

These few days were sooooooo busy! with different kind of things..
I'm taking a break now to blog =)

some photos from the day at Ocean Park i mentioned earlier.
the weather tt day was so damn hot alright?. N the sun was damn bright.
all of them said that Hong Kong is even hotter then Singapore.
and i agree to it totally!
As we started playing from morning till dawn,
we were almost exposing to the sun all the time,
and at the end of the day I've become very tanned!
whereas my sis gt sun burnt.
till now my skin tone haven't yet changed back,
i guess I'll have to wait till winter n c how things works.=(

anyway the day Jason n company left were typhoon day.
all the schools in HK had a day rest at home.
i think they experienced some bad turbulence on plane
many flights after theirs were cancelled.
but at least they gt back Singapore safe and sound=).

btw they are a nice bunch of guys :)

2008-09-21T21:44:00.004+08:00

i'm a small small tour guide for a day! =D yay!
went to Ocean Park with jason yap n frens.

was fun,hot,sweaty,wet,dry,cool,windy,scary.
will talk abt it more next time!school tmr=(

he's making me very mad >=(
she too!

o i rmb something!
is a waste that my phone had no batt when i went out this morning!
i found out tt i didn't on the switch!
i cant take any of those cute little jellyfish =[

2008-09-14T01:16:00.008+08:00

her smile is so pretty.i'm so darn jealous! =x

very boring. everyday is so boring.
(just killed a fly.announce dead on sept 14 1:17am)
i always tell myself friendship is more important then love.
so even when i'm in a relationship,i would still put friends on top.
however,at first instinct, i would still put myself first.
but for a while,i would try to put myself in their shoe,
then i could understand the person's feeling
and do what i would like others do to me to them.

so i think i'm nt tt bad after all.
whatever i do is for their own good.
i'm nt evil right?
i hate it hate it!
when they r saying i'm ruining them.

i didn't wish that only till tt day comes,then the truth be revealed.

ytd we had a family reunion.as it is 中秋节
we went to a hotel for buffet.
after that we sent our grandparents back.

we then watched "the journey to the centre of the earth" 3D.
the show is alright.but my eyes were damn tired.

today went out with my friends.
we went to the neoprint shop.
and i was sitting on the floor chatting on phone inside one of the machine,
while my friends were cam whoring with their hp.
then one of the worker came in and asked
us to get out as we aren't taking pics
then my frens told her we are as we continue to do out things.
but she ignored and pull open the curtain and then i pretended nth happen
and continue to talk on the phone as i went out.
damn xiasuay =x

when we r abt to return home,something happen and i'm really pissed off,upset?.
but what can i do.ppl liang qing xiang yuan. :(

i'm having HKCEE this yr.which is something like o level?
but more difficult i supposed.
so i must really study hard this yr =(.
when i look into the future.i c nth.
i hate this.

2008-09-07T16:02:00.001+08:00

fuck u fuck u fuck u!
stupid gim mor!
so fed up with u!!!!

dont come back.
dont want to c u again anymore!
>:(

2008-09-06T22:54:00.004+08:00

Today is so boring
i bathe and everything and went out.
then my fren told me they not going out.
damn sian.
then i went to a park that is near my house.
is very big. i just sat there and stare at the sky.
can see the cars,the hills and aeroplanes flying.

and many people jogging pass.

for 1 hour or so.
veeery boring. but i like the nice sight.

school starts.
my school's nuts.
everything also want to catch.
but now i'm form5( sec5)
i can go out of school for lunch.=)
tts the only thing i like about school

my hair is charcoal black.i hate it! >=(

2008-08-31T02:44:00.002+08:00

y are there so many sick man in this world? >:(
to hell all the molesters.

2008-08-25T03:35:00.004+08:00

damn sian can.?
i had dyed my hair black already.
and it is like a 10000000000 nt happy le.
but when i stepped into the school to report.
i was caught for dying hair la.!
n i cant go back to my class and c my new classmates.
n got threatened that if i don't dye my hair black on the first day of school,
i wont be able to enter the school anymore.forever.
i dunno they blind or what lor.
everyone that stands under the sunlight oso will have a little brown 1 what.
except for some special case la.
there are like so many people they don't bother to catch must catch me,
and my hair is already fucking black can.
black until i damn bui song le lor.
!!i hate my school's teacher.
worse then holy high damn lots can.
and the teachers are like fighting against each other in the dark.
childish.

yesterday friend came to my hse to stay.fun =)
midnight went out mac and stroll ard.
life's like back in Singapore.
quiet and peaceful,so nostalgic.
i kinda start to like my new hse.

very disgusting lei...puke...gross....
y must u tell me that.. too late is too late la.what regret.
rubbish.phone lost? thank God.(all hair standing)

2008-08-20T01:20:00.005+08:00

i want u to be with me.
where r u?
i hate u.

i'm not the happy-go-lucky type of girl.
i dont laugh easily
i dont get high easily
i dont take things just easily
i dont love just anybody easily.
when i say it, it means what it means
so shut up bastards
n stop talking like a bitch!

u can
dont care dont bother dont give a damn.
abt me.

cos for a while.
i would 4get.

all about u

2008-08-12T00:54:00.003+08:00

is o.55am now!
i jus came home from ktv.
feel like dying sia..damn sian!

sch going to start n i have to dye my hair black again!
fuck the sch!
had made me once dyed my hair 4 times a week
jus bcos it is nt up2 their expectation!

i will like miss my hair damn much la..
so i think i should take more picture of my hair now HAHAHA
cos the nex time i could dye wud b the nex sch holiday!
tt's like so many mths away!

what's this what's this??!
is mould HAHAHAHAHAHA.......O.o

2008-08-09T21:12:00.003+08:00

Happy National day!

sorry my dear S'pore, i cant celebrate it with u so sad sia..='(

n oso happy Olympic.
still rmb i went to Beijing few yrs ago,
there r so many ugly Olympic Chinese doll ard..shhh..

i'm going to move hse soon!
will miss it.
btw i'm lik growing fatter n fatter can?
keep on eating non stop.
nvm,I'll find a guy who like fat girls only lols.

2008-08-08T20:55:00.004+08:00

i slept at 4am n woke up at 7pm today.
once i woke up i switch on the computer and found out tt my keyboard isn't wokring.
so damn @!##^#@! can?
then i spent 2hrs figuring out whats the prob and finally is working again.
mine is a remote keyboard,i thought is the battery prob or kana virus.
after i spent so much time woking on it,then i decided to change the usb receiver's place,
n plug it in2 another usb hole,n it works.
so much effort done n is only bcos of the stupid port.
aiiii.... i will learn to cherish my keyboard more from now on
after i knew i cant do a lot of things without it='(
sorry dear.i will stop eating in front of the screen anymore.

2008-08-01T21:53:00.003+08:00

i realise
there are like so many people that i hate and dislike.
what should i do?i'm so mean!
God forgive me lols.

but as if i would care.
those ppl tt i hate would continue be hated by me
unless maybe they change... den i might consider...
i'm sounding like some kind of arrogant bossy girl.
but actually each person i hate or dislike have a special reason behind.

i think i'm talking rubbish
actually i felt kind of bored then i came to blog.
ok i'll end here then!
c ya

show me is true!show me the proves! then i would believe.
if not stop asking me to go there anymore.(ppl can ignore this)

2008-07-25T02:40:00.006+08:00

some of the photos~!
but most r the siaocharbor jolene=="
my phone is filled with her face...

2008-07-25T01:24:00.009+08:00

hey ppl! i'm back from singapore!
i have so many things to say!
i had sososososososo much fun!
seriously!=)
thanks for every1 who took their time to meet me!
i appreciated everyday.!
it is like the happiest days ever since i went to hongkong
my schedule is filled with things to do everyday
from morning till the next morning!

omg! i duno how to express my feelings here
n i was feeling fucking down when i was on the plane looking out at the window
cos i knew tt the next time i'm going to be there again would b next year.
1yr seems so near yet far.
when i reached Singapore,many things had changed.
places changed,ppl changed.
i'm lik so suaku!=="
only for abt 9 days in Singapore
n i didn't even had time to rest
but i knew i cant waste each day.
even tho,there r still ppl i didn't had the chance to meet
i'll meet u guys the next time!

n i must really thank xianlong for acc us for the last day!
even tho u r so damn tired which i could c!
u still bring us everywhere n tried hard to make urself awake n entertain us.
the place u brought us to.it was really an eye-opening!
i really enjoyed it so much!
u r really a guy who could b trusted!thanks 4 everything!

and also jimmy!
who took leaves from ns just to acc us.!
i really really really appreciate it so much!!
thanks every1!!!
i'll miss all my sisters too! those siao 1,those mad 1,those kuku 1 every1!=)
i really want every1 to know how thankful i'm to have this great bunch of friends
i really want to let every1 know!! even if u guys didn't notice.(ppl shy ma!)

if i said i didn't feel sad or anything when i left that would b a lie!
now n then i kept remembering all the times i had n i really felt like crying.
a few drops of tears actually dripped dwn man!
i miss every1 like dammmmn lot!

at first i was afraid tt ppl might had 4gotten who i'm n didn't even bother abt me
but i was wrong, cos then i knew many ppl were caring for me
even when we r a country apart.!
i was really touched to c every1's msg.
dun think that it is nth,but it actually meant something really special to me!
like an extraordinary present!i didn't even plan of deleting those msg!
maybe somedays later when i'm sad i would scroll through those msg again
n it would lighten up my days for sure!

i duno how far i could continue typing this post.
i actually could continue but i would just keep on repeating how thankfull i'm.
so lastly
i hope nobody would 4get me cos every1 is already deep down inside my heart
no matter how many years later ,i hope i'm still counted as a friend to every1!
take cares!
misssesssss muacks !

MANYAN=)

2008-07-13T16:41:00.002+08:00

I'm going back singapore on 14 july!~
which is tmr!^^
woooohooo~ cant wait!>.<

2008-06-29T21:47:00.000+08:00

the k room..... very big

2008-06-29T21:29:00.002+08:00

tagged by fengrong!!

* People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.*
Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people!

1) If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
break up.

2) If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
to live wonderfully without regrets

3) What will your dream wedding be like?
a grand wedding where every1 wishes me sincerely.=)

4) Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
not confused,but hopeful

5) What's your ideal lover like?
normal looking.with big dreams.optimistic.
loves who i am just like how i would2.

6) Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
-

7) How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
until i know tt person had absolute no interest on me.

8) If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
look 4 some1 else.

9) Is there anything that's made you unhappy these days?
not really.

10) Is being tagged fun?
cant b counted as fun.

11) How do you see yourself in ten years time?
working.

12) Who are currently the most important people to you?
my family,friends.

13) What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
over mature?==

14) Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
rich and married.

15) What's the first thing you do every morning?
off the alarm

16) Would you give it all in a relationship?
no.

17) If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
how wud i know..

18) What type of friends do you like?
nt hypocrites.cheerful.kind.

19) What type of friends do you dislike?
hypocrites,dull,unkind.

2008-06-12T22:36:00.003+08:00

A. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B. Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

tagged by Ada

1. What do you think an ideal best friend should be like?
be there 4 me,nt hiding anything.

2. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
live wonderfully n die without regrets

3. Whos life would you want to takeaway most?
terrorists

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
spend some n save the rest

5. Do you dig your nose?
who doesn't must have a gigantic nose shit stuck inside his or her nose.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
it would only be blessed4 me if tt someone is the same person

7. Can you whistle?
no,n so?

8. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
many.

9. Do you believe in ghost?
i think nt.

10. If the person you like secretly is already attached, what would you do?
i would kill tt bitch.kidding!

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years' time?
..27yrs old.

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
my family,friends

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
a bubbly adorable girl ;)

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
i dont care,i want to be married n rich.

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
walk to the toilet

16. What does your favourite kind of shampoo smells like?
fruits or flower smell

17. How would you rate the perfection of you life now?
huh?

18. What type of people do you hate?
inhuman human beings

2008-06-05T22:49:00.002+08:00

i cant believe i'm going back in just 2 months time~ yeah
hang on there guys!! i coming back soon~

2008-06-02T22:56:00.002+08:00

2008-05-07T21:50:00.005+08:00

Many unpleasant things happened that i dont even know how to put them in words..--
i'm sick these past days and i cant even smell anything..
and the food are tasteless.errrrrrrrrrr.....

i begin to hate the lower form girls in my school.
all pretending to be japs,shameless...
acted as if they are the stars in school >:(！

my school's uniform is always the centre of attraction when u walk dwn the street.
bcos it is counted as 1 of the nicest uniform in HK.
but there is nt even anything great about it.
cos of tt unique uniform, most ppl recognize my sch.
n my school is famous for bitchy flirty girls and fights n gangs.
when ppl look at us,they dont admire, but look dwn on us.
i hate getting stared n bad mouthing at.

These are all free of charge! at the ktv^^

At Toysrus! is really nostalgic =))

I hate this picture.
and i deleted it fine!

and i didn't photoshop!

Our work^^

That is a mouse dwn there

A drawing done by steph! i think is really cute!^^

2008-03-29T00:35:00.003+08:00

Show you all my class photo,only 20 people

where am i ?? :)

2008-03-28T19:00:00.003+08:00

攔路雨偏似雪花飲泣的你凍嗎
這風褸我給你磨到有襟花
連調了職也不怕怎麼始終牽掛
苦心選中今天想車你回家
原諒我不再送花傷口應要結疤
花辦鋪滿心裡墳場才害怕
如若你非我不嫁彼此終必火化
一生一世等一天需要代價

誰都只得那雙手靠擁抱亦難任你擁有
要擁有必先懂失去怎接受
曾沿著雪路浪遊為何為好事淚流
誰能憑愛意要富士山私有
何不把悲哀感覺假設是來自你虛構
試管裡找不到她染污眼眸
前塵硬化像石頭隨緣地拋下便逃走
我絕不罕有往街裡繞過一周
我便化烏有

情人節不要說穿只敢撫你髮端
這種姿態可會令你更心酸
留在汽車裡取暖應該怎麼規勸
怎麼可以將手腕忍痛劃損
人活到幾歲算短失戀只有更短
歸家需要幾里路誰能預算
忘掉我跟你恩怨櫻花開了幾轉
東京之旅一早比一世遙遠

2008-03-25T12:41:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR YIXUAN!!

my dear! i didn't forget your bdae k only i just came back.? :(
i came back i quickly email u liao got recieve ma
dont scold me hor i in china help u celebrate liao sing song 2 u
got hear ma in spore?wish u prettier and prettier day by day
takecares i'll buy ur present when i go back
LOVES MISSES<33

hey!

i just came back from china for holiday.
ok i knew tt place is dirty n nth much 2 c
but it is the nearest place to HK and we have a house there.
and my house is super clean :)

anyway we went to this amusement park.
is good for people who wants to test their courage.
anw i dunhave any :)

and lols
ok now dreams do come true!! ^^

2008-03-16T13:37:00.003+08:00

i broke up with my stead ytd.
lols is funny the previous post is about me and him 2gether
n now is about brking up.--
I hate guys who lie.Big Fat Liar!! >:(

2008-02-28T22:25:00.003+08:00

hellos! :)

had been feeling moody past days.

and i've got a stead now.=)

i will blog more if i have time next time!

takecares everyone

N Lastly

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUEEE ON 26/2

I MISS YOU GIRL =))

hope u had fun and all the best in whatever u do!

find a nice bf soon! ^^

2008-02-16T20:55:00.003+08:00

Happy belated chinese new year and Valentines day!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JINHAN!^^

sometimes i really want to blog.

but when i click in2 the blogging page i cant think of anything to say..

1 of my teacher gave me the name Esther long ago

because i have no christian name.

and i love it :)

Actually ages ago my father named Aster,

n i doesn't like it.

N ya had the 1st valentines day in HongKong.

in school,it seems like a normal school day.

unlike back in spore.

i remember bunch of people holding bouquet of flowers,chocolates,wrapped boxes..

pink colors everywhere..

N i love V.day in Spore bcos friends would exchange gifts n such.

i remember malvina's chocolate dipped mashmallow..nice!

xueee's packets of caramel sweets.. n alot more.=)

i miss those days.

But school in Hongkong.. i totally 4gotten tt is V.day.

n flowers are so expensive here.

2008-02-02T21:21:00.000+08:00

What did i do wrong!?

why all my friends doesn't want to talk to me?!?!

so heartbreaking can....

sorry if i am being cold to some people...

and also those harsh words.

is not i dont want to talk to u all

just having bad mood

there'r already so many things to handle here in HK

studies,frens,family and everything

pls dont stop caring about me can?...

ps: Terence takecare in boys home k,

when i go spore i'm sure to go visit u. miss u all damn lots :'(

2008-01-29T20:37:00.000+08:00

everyone is finding a stead now!

so that they wouldn't spend Valentines alone.

i would rather spend it alone

instead of finding 1 in haste :)..

it would be a fine day for me to watch all the episodes of

Rainbow Romance！

anyone who is bored or has nth better to do n is also a chinese

can watch this.

it is very nice n KIBUM is in it!

http://tv.mofile.com/YCIJT8S3/

2008-01-24T10:47:00.000+08:00

I've just finished my exam yesterday finally!! I'm like sooooo happy.... :D

some of the teachers told me i did well and i felt super happy!

is like since primary sch, teachers told me i did well!

i never thought grades would affect my mood tt greatly and i kept smiling all the way.

i'm glad my effort got paid off !!

watched a movie with my friends. like FINALLY!!

yes is the 1st time since i came to hongkong and watched 1 with friends.

they are my best friends in HK :)

the movie is "27 Dresses".Is Boring!seriously!

i've been waiting for something like more romantic and touching and humorous

that it actually turned out!

ahh so disappointing..

i cant believe there are some people out there that are so thick-skin lor

there's this guy who thinks tt i like him

and keep telling me not to hide the fact that i like him!wtf?!

no matter how many times i tell him i dunlik him he just thinks that i'm just shy..

i'm going crazzzzzzy...

got this kind of people 1 meh??

Be brave la 4 God's sake!! waiting waiting and waiting...........

kibum!

2008-01-17T13:43:00.000+08:00

ISN'T HE LIKE THE MOST CHARMING & CUTEST GUY YOU EVER SEEN?!!

yessss... his smile melts my heart x)

his name is Kibum and is in a Korean band name "SUPER JUNIOR"
incase any1 doesn't know.

yes stephy i'm NOT gonna let u love him only HA!

i'm reeeeeeeally happy today
in a SUPER DUPER good mood^^
NO! i'm not saying it out here hahaa..

i tried to hide my grin but is just so uncontrollable =D

2008-01-10T22:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!

yesterday was my father's birthday
n we went to a hotel for buffet.

ignore those things behind :)
preparing to go out

i really like this fountain there
is like so romantic la! haha..

my botak father :)
doesn't he looks like a kind priest haha

the food were overall alright.
me and my sis bought a blanket n milk powder for bath from body shop for him.
both the smell of lavender because is my father's favourite flower.
i bought a lip gloss for myself n they cheated my money la so fed up.
it was stated that there would be a discount if we buy other things from the shop as well.
i only realized it when i was already on the train.
so pissed! although the loss is only about SG$3 lols.
but i dont care!! yes i'm very geigao!

ok change subject.
now almost all the boys in class side my ex
and they blame me for his emo-ness in class.
wth... i really cant stand it already.
they are all talking about how flirt i'm n whatever.
one guy even told me that it is not right for a girl to ask for breakup
because it is a shame n disgrace for a man.
wtf?! what century is he still living in la hellooo~
i scolded him for saying that.
for discriminating females.
does he mean that it wouldn't be a shame for a girl if the guy ask for breakup.
and that it is how it should be.? a girl should never ditch a guy.?
omg..

2008-01-08T22:15:00.000+08:00

hellos!

recently i got annoyed by people who judge me lightly
when they don't even know what I've been through.
is not that I'm trying to have anyone sympathize me
but i did goon through very harsh times at a young age.

i develop my kind of mindset due to many experiences and
i dont have to fucking spill it out to everyone about it.
if they want to know me then take time to c the real me inside.
i'm not just some normal girl out there oh pls..

anyway.. my ex is like blaming me for ditching him.
i don't understand..why must he make it seem such a big deal.
n some ppl just think tt I'm toying his feelings.
seriously not! i told him the moment i stop liking him alright?
not like some kind of PEOPLE,who would just betray their stead by looking for others!
been through a few relationship i realize tt at this age
nothing is gonna last.
i had better off go with one that is good looking and comfortable with.

Going for look ain't call love?
i don't give a damn now.since almost all the guys are jerks

2008-01-05T18:36:00.000+08:00

Hey!
i broke up with my stead again.. is the 3rd time in 2 months
but this time i'm serious.

are my relationships really that fragile?
we broke becoz i have no more feelings for him.
i really don't understand.. i liked him a lot just 2 months ago and now
is like totally no feelings at all.
am i being a jerk?
he begged, cried the very last time we broke.
n just weeks later the same thing happen.
haii.. nvm.

i saw some disgusting moulds growing on a bread when i passed by the dustbin on the street just now.
and it reminds me of something i did when i was still in Spore.
i was late for school 1 day so me n yixuan decided to go mac for breakfast since we are already late.

i couldn't finish the hashbrown so i put it in my bag to save it for recess.
when we reached school,the fat ass security wants to confiscate my ezlink.
ofcos i wont let her cos i'm not staying for detention.
then she brought me to see Mr guei( i 4gt wads his role in school)
and he asked me to leave my bag,
den i gave him my whole bag with all the books in it(since he's so kind to provide me a locker)
n 4gotten all about the hashbrown.

months ltr i decided i miss my bag n so i went for detention to have it back
Mr guei cudn't find my bag in the office at first
den finally he opened a drawer and a fucking strong stench went up my nose.
the smell diffused through the entire office.
i thought how dare he keep my bag in such a disgusting place!?
when i got it back i found out that the smell was actually caused by my hashbrown..
is so disgusting with moulds and fungi and everything..yeel!
luckily no crawlies growing there.
That's a punishment for them for confiscating my bag ha!
nice work Hashbrown!

2008-01-01T03:00:00.000+08:00

Hey is new year!
3am and still not asleep yeah!!

i just watched all of the episode of "A shot at love with Tila Tequila" from youtube
which i got the source from xiaxue's blog.
she is a bisexual who wants to figure out if she's actually attracted to man or woman.
is cool she has 16 man n 16 woman competing for her.
i think she is such a slut....
but she has a really cute smile

is so cold my hand is so numb i could barely type.
i think is about 10 degrees here.
my bf sent me 3 sms and i still not yet reply cos my fingers are all numb!!
i think my fingers are contracting ..arrgh..
they look so dried out omg..i'm ageing.

Every one's out for party!!
I'm at home and loving it.
whatever

Happy Mouse Year!!

2007-12-31T18:27:00.000+08:00

HAPPY　BIRTHDAY JOLENE!!

the stupid girl who always make a fool out of herself

haha dun so gong gong liao la one yr bigger!

i wish u mor n mor pretty and more slender k haha

hope u had a great time ya with nigel!^^

i miss u !!
although i cant be with you on ur bdae i stil rmb u k :)
LOVE U lots Takecares!!

and Happy New Year everyone =）

2007-12-29T19:04:00.001+08:00

only went out on christmas eve with my stead.
(we patched back)
so boring, we did nth but walk around the seaside.
wanted to catch the fireworks
but i told him i dont like fireworks
because it's boring..
i dont understand why would ppl go"WHOOO...WAaa WOoow"
when they c fireworks.

i haven't bought anything for christmas present...
arrgh... what should i buy..
i was thinking to buy something from body shop
but i scare he thought i think he is smelly..(no is not true)
or just buy some chocolates like every1..

i was staying at home these few days watching naruto.
u can call me nerd geek wadever i dun care
i think it is really very nice!
haven't been watching it for a yr or so.
cant believe i even rejected going shopping with my friends
instead i stay at home watching naruto from day til night.
Gaara is HOT.
yeah~

christmas eve.

2007-12-29T19:02:00.000+08:00

曾话离别太等闲事你想放手我竟仇视
无论明白我连累你即使你曾是未介意
曾为你想过伟大一次退出这爱情行开一次
到你真的变心我却心酸失意

我知你都太好人事再多缺点也不歧视
其实容纳过维护过结局更坏我都应该满意
无奈我心里过份宠爱没法放低一时感慨
仍是每晚也在意望你再示意
还是爱根本要自私

不敢相信和你恋爱无默契
不经意被旁人代替
你话过肯牺牲我便要一生一世情感不想荒废
即使失礼容这三角情面世
仍愿意不惜这一切停留于回旋处
任由我从此失势

谁令投入再不投入何又明日再等明日
全日寻觅你缠住你继续这样会唉声叹气
无奈我心里过份宠爱没法放低一时感慨
仍是每晚也在意望你再示意
还是爱根本要自私

不敢相信和你恋爱无默契
不经意被旁人代替
你话过肯牺牲我便要一生一世情感不想荒废
即使失礼容这三角情面世
仍愿意不惜这一切停留于回旋处
任由爱全部超出估计

不敢相信和你恋爱无下世
心早已改变全白费
我没有讲分手切勿要功亏一篑情感不想荒废
即使失礼容这三角情面世
难道要施展攻心计停留于回旋处
任由爱来生转世

2007-12-18T13:58:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHADY

YASSHOLE Y

ps: i purposely put it bigger incase my sister is too blind to c..haha

2007-12-15T11:27:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was my school picnic and we went to bbq.
it is my first class gathering and i have lots of photo of my my class!hehee..
there are only 2 classes in our level
but our class is like a big contrast to theirs
my class is guaikia class and their class is paikia class.lols!
their girls all wear damn short pants and skirt can?and is winter time!
put layers and layers of make up as if they are going shopping!
wtf?! we are going for bbq helloo~
vain-ness..but ok la.. they are really quite pretty..==

my phone batt went flat unfortunately when i wanted to take a snap of them
may be my hp didn't want them in it..

Here goes the picture time~

our food!
and o ya! the food is fucking*&^#*@@ nice!
is the first time bbq food tasted so nice for me and i bing-ed it myself ok!?

reading newspaper while starting fire

so delicious hor? haha too bad..

spider web they made

my classmates and the ang mo tcher

c me bhind at the corner?

yeah tts me behind^^

whole class*1 ( with 3 tcher )

whole class*2

end of the day.
i really love my class ^^
alot.

they are probably the best classmates overall i ever met^^
thanked God for giving this bunch of lovely classmates for me.

after that i went to ktv
and took some neos.
if can i'll put it up some days.

2007-12-12T22:14:00.000+08:00

i miss all my friends!!! :'((

i missed those sec1 and sec2 times..
whenever i think abt those happy tyms we had
i wonder whether we'll still be very good friends
even when i only go back spore once a yr

i miss Jolene!!Stephanie n my KUKU Yixuan.
i miss u all! they are my only best best best friends
i ever had !
they are the only ppl who knew everything abt me
and where i could be myself in front of them!
it gonna be the 3rd year and still counting!^^

Winter's Coming!

2007-12-05T22:26:00.000+08:00

The weather is getting colder and colder!
i'm freeezing..

hongkong people is so rich.!every1 is going for branded stuff.
vivian westwood..agnes b.. anna sui..
almost every1's school bag cost over $100 sg dollars! and mine's only about 4o..
i'm going crazy.==

See this is my summer uniform(with jacket)
my strand of hair popping up =="
beside my stead hehe^^

This is my winter uniform,it is long sleeve 1
but i never wear the jacket
winter jacket is different from the summer jacket

(at home)

2007-12-02T15:10:00.000+08:00

i love this blogskin!